It’s Not Him ~Closed rp

guestsinhisworld:

Relationships weren’t something Host had pursued or even considered in a long time. He’d kind of been worried that he’d just scare off anyone that he got close to. Patches knew so much already though and didn’t seem bothered. Patches didn’t even blame him for what happened with Dark, even though it was because of him that the medic had been targeted.

And now he couldn’t get this little doctor out of his mind. It was all he could think about whenever he tried to write. Patches had become his muse as well as a source of comfort and there was no way he was going to let some dimensional fluke with an oversized ego take that from him.

It could be said that Patches was feeling the same way, he quickly became attached to the Host, no parasite puns intended. Being in complete and long embrace like this had managed to strip away his anxieties and was actually in a small state of purring. Closing his eyes, feeling the tenseness in his shoulders drop and he was actually starting to smile again. 

However in this deep relaxation state his inner word filter promptly forgot to manage it’s self and he managed to let a certain phrase slip. 

“jag älskar dig …. “

Patches eyes then suddenly flashed opened realizing what he just did.

moanaialiki:

so this is something I’ve been thinking about on and off, and as this year comes to a close, I feel like it’s important to start wanting to see the best of the rpc. Like honestly this entire rpc has seen so much shit and drama, and a lot of it brought to light some of the most despicable individuals that are among us. we all want to come on here and try and avoid our problems as much as we can. and as much as we want to block that out, sometimes we can’t. I’ve seen people get anxious from the constant callout posts and just not wanting to be around and I don’t blame them. It’s so exhausting to come on here and find out that someone else is being gross in some shape, way or form. nobody wants to see drama or be involved in drama. it takes so much out of you and that’s no fun.

yes the community has changed since 2012/2013 when this wasn’t as big of a deal. but guess what? times are changing. people are changing. that’s the way of the world, whether you like it or not.

2018 should be a year we take care of ourselves, and that means truly making this a place we all want to be on. so if that means we’ve got to reblog posts that may out someone from gross behavior, do it. the rpc is many things, but I have seen this community come together so many times. and yeah, take some of these posts with a grain of salt. trust your moral ethics in these kind of things. blacklist/block tags posts for all I care. you do what you have to do.

but it’s not just about making it safe for you but doing our best to make it safe for everyone else involved. that’s something we, as a community should strive for in 2018. just a thought.

It’s Not Him ~Closed rp

guestsinhisworld:

“The Host will do everything in his power to do so.” At least there was some reassurance in that considering Host did have power. Dark wasn’t the only one that could bend reality.

He was quiet for a moment after that before he picked Patches up and hugged him for real.

He was not expecting that he would be hugged- Patches squeaked when he suddenly was pressed against the other man’s chest. Shivering before calming down from the deep rhythm of Host’s heartbeat. The little doctor had never felt this safe and warm before in his life. It only made his attraction to him grow stronger. Though it was scary he was falling in love with someone way out of his league and could be a danger to, at that moment it felt like it didn’t matter.

 He was with him.

Patches closed his eyes and gripped on he Host’s coat- trying to give a hug in return. 

“Thank you.”