guestsinhisworld:

Host grew visibly tense at that question. He shouldn’t be surprised that Patches wanted to know but that was quite a question.

“That is a complicated question…” he all but mumbled himself, but he’d told Patches a lot about himself already, why stop now?

“The Host met Dark shortly after he- shortly after he lost his eyes. Really Dark found him. The Host was craving power… and Dark had power.”

Patches spun around with a look of dread upon his face. Feeling his stomach dropped as Host was basically confirming that Dark was telling the truth.  The doctor shook a little bit in his boots- his mind racing and his anxiety was kicking in. Basically letting his mouth ramble on saying something particularly interesting.

“Wh-what? So you are working with him!? Å nej… Host I- I love you and everything but- hh!”

He might of said too much.

It’s Not Him ~Closed rp

guestsinhisworld:

Relationships weren’t something Host had pursued or even considered in a long time. He’d kind of been worried that he’d just scare off anyone that he got close to. Patches knew so much already though and didn’t seem bothered. Patches didn’t even blame him for what happened with Dark, even though it was because of him that the medic had been targeted.

And now he couldn’t get this little doctor out of his mind. It was all he could think about whenever he tried to write. Patches had become his muse as well as a source of comfort and there was no way he was going to let some dimensional fluke with an oversized ego take that from him.

It could be said that Patches was feeling the same way, he quickly became attached to the Host, no parasite puns intended. Being in complete and long embrace like this had managed to strip away his anxieties and was actually in a small state of purring. Closing his eyes, feeling the tenseness in his shoulders drop and he was actually starting to smile again. 

However in this deep relaxation state his inner word filter promptly forgot to manage it’s self and he managed to let a certain phrase slip. 

“jag älskar dig …. “

Patches eyes then suddenly flashed opened realizing what he just did.